far behind (another song)

<sub>guess ill give up
give up
its too hard
its good enough
conditions could not be said to be optimal
but when are they ever?
just gotta do it, uh...
regardless
final, final time

i thought we
were family
but you know nothing about me

like strangers
locked in the same room
we grew less to say most every day

if i leave you far behind
you wont understand in this life
dont want to make you cry
but thats the way it is sometimes

im going
where few have gone
you knew its lonely at the top

and if no one
can follow on
ill still call you after im gone

dont mean to be that guy
but it seems like i have to this time
if i leave you far behind
im gonna try to hold you in my mind

when my arms cant touch you
but i want to, im hugging you
from far away from you
watching you, above you

i hate to
see a breaking heart
but God breaks what he makes into a star

i love you
more than anyone
but it was easier to, before we knew who we are

if i leave you far behind
you wont understand in this life
youll think im wrong or lying
but nothing could be farther from whats right

i made the sacrifice
i gave even more than my entire life
i ask for nothing back
but coming back to what was far behind

hmm...
i dont care if its demo quality
its all i can do right now</sub>